Monday, February 11, 2008

Positive Thinking

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"When there are difficulties and you feel down, this is the time to visualize, think and expect the positive.”


Personal Note:
Today would have been a day full of celebrations, sis baking her delicious goodies, mum + sis full of excitement putting the decoration up and dad + bro would be searching for the perfect gift. Unfortunately, we only had a few years to experience that and then all of a sudden you were taken away from us. Mum says you were a gift from God during her birthday celebrations, on your birthday she also celebrated mother’s day because she believes that a mother can only celebrate that day during her children’s date of birth (we always knew you were her favorite). Ever since you left we haven’t had many happy moments even though our exterior image showed other wise, but it seems like this year God has surprised us with a gift which seems like its making mum and dad very happy, 7imdillah. It’s something that mum and dad have always prayed for and I think it’s about time one of their prayers got answered. I know we moved far away from you and we haven’t visited you since we last saw you, I can imagine it’s difficult for you to understand but you have to realize parents tend to push away or run away from sadness. However, this year you’ll have a couple of family members who’ll be close by...People say we look alike, before I used to get annoyed by it but now I’m thankful whenever I hear it. I'm grateful to have had that chance of seeing you during your happy times and experienced your contagious smile, I guess God really did miss you that much to have taken you that early from us (I don’t blame him, I would want back my uplifting angel)…Happy Birthday and you will always be missed

7 Comments:

Anonymous chika said...

:( That's sooo sweet and touching.. good memories like these keep people alive..

Mon Feb 11, 01:22:00 PM  
OpenID intlxpatr said...

This is one of the most beautiful posts you have ever written. So deeply personal, so beautiful.

Mon Feb 11, 04:30:00 PM  
Blogger Fashionated said...

raw and honest post..hope u never have to face another great loss..keep the good memories flowing

Mon Feb 11, 10:56:00 PM  
Anonymous mosan said...

Touching ,,

Tue Feb 12, 09:22:00 AM  
Blogger Howahkan said...

Chika --> so true about memories

Intlxpatr --> Thank you very much. When it's from the heart, it's always personal

fashionated --> Hope nobody has to ever face a sad loss

Mosan --> Thanks

Tue Feb 12, 12:19:00 PM  
Anonymous Cayenne said...

Its good to be happy for people we have lost. Over the years we tend to forget them but are always reminded from time to time on how what when a certain thing trigers the memories. We are happy for our lost ones to have found thier peace. Allah yir7amhom jamee3an. Be strong as you are always and dont miss the turn at albuquerque.

Tue Feb 12, 02:11:00 PM  
Blogger Maze said...

very touching mate...i couldn't hold my tears coz i passed thru the same situation in 1995...God bless you and ur family..

And remember that I'm always around....Be positive...:P

Wed Feb 13, 03:25:00 PM  

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